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Ah, the smell of work at night! *KERSNIFF* How sexy is that?
Haha. Well, a little update on life, sort to speak!
On the friends front? It kind of feels like I don't have any. Well, that isn't true. But they feel very distant. Perhaps it's me, that is distant.
I haven't really seen or spoke to any of my local friends since I don't even know when. I haven't seen or heard from Morgan in a good six-ish months. Which I think bothers me the most, because I'm not sure why. But the way I figure it is, hey I made the effort. I called her everyother week, to see how she was doing, how her Mom was. And such. And she made no return effort, to pick up the phone. So such is life I suppose. Maybe it's because she thinks I'm friends with Caitlyn...
I don't know what to even say on that front. Caitlyn, she was my friend for 14 years? Something like that. I always stuck my neck out for Caitlyn, no matter what. And I never got any loyalty from her. Like Mom said, "It always seemed like, to her, you were never really her friend."
I told her I didn't like what she'd turned into. What she was and Wasn't doing, and I wouldn't hear from her for 3 weeks or so, and then a random phone call, "Dom, do you think I can borrow like 20 bucks?" Or something along those lines. It was always take take take, and no give. Or no thanks. And I like an idiot, would always give her that 20 bucks. Even when she swore she'd pay me back, I knew she wouldn't. When it got to where she owed me 40 bucks at a time. I wouldn't hear from her again, until she needed a favor, money or cigarettes from someone.
I saw her the end of last month, I heard her talking outside, with Louise. So I went outside to say hi, we were just eating dinner. I hadn't thought aboout leaving my salad inside, and as soon as I got outside she asked me if anyone had a cigarette, then asked me if she could have my food.
I told her no. She got mad, and I basically told her to leave. I haven't seen her since. I did call her once after that, because I knew my sister wasw with her, after my sister was told not to hang around or with Caitlyn. For the main reason, that Caitlyn is a bad influence. She ignored my call, knowing exactly why I called. I left a voicemail. "I'm looking for my sister,if she's with you, send her home now. Don't call me."
The last time Shalynn went and hung out with Caitlyn, she came back REAKING of pot. And I asked her if she'd gotten back into that shit. And she was like "No! Caitlyn was trying to get me to smoke, she kept blowing the smoke in my face, and laughing when I told her to knock it off."
And it just reminded me of when she used to do the exact same shit to me. Trying to get me to smoke and get high and all of that. "You should smoke with us Dom!." "why so I can be a retarded pot head like you Caitlyn?" "Nah, whatever man, you're stupid." "Yeah, I'm the stupid one."
So needless to say, I'm not really talking to Caitlyn. Nor am I seeing her. Which has been going on since She moved to North street.
I don't know if I'll make ammends with Caitlyn. Or if she actually cares.
Which doesn't bother me.
I've gotten alot closer to Salad, which is pretty awesome. She's a great person. And an awesome friend. She doesn't annoy me! Hahaha. We randomly leave each other awesome voicemails filled with endless babble and singing. Plus! We both have WAY too much love for Helena Bonham Carter. It's rediculous! But that just makes her more awesome!
Sunny's still a bitch, but I love her to death. We plan on hanging out for halloween! So that should be fun :)
Louise has been here since the 19th of August, my goodness, we've been doing SO much! We even went back to NYC and saw RENT, which was wicked awesome! She's here until the 29th! I'm not sure what else we're going to get up to, but I'm sure there will be more good times!
Oh man, what I wouldn't do for a big bowl of Ramen Noodles right now. Hahaha. I think I know what I want for breakfast :P
Speaking of Breakfast, I actually eat it now! Well, now that I'm back on Third shift (finally) I don't eat much during the day or while I'm at work. but I do enjoy breakfast!
I've only been back on 3rd a month and a half Maybe 2 months. But, it doesn't even feel like I was on 1st for awhile. I like working alone, it's peaceful :)
Except when I'm reading something and laugh, sometimes I scare myself because it's so quiet. Hahaha
Uhh, Oh! Dad got a new job. He's working at Direct TV. He seems to like it, I think. Atleast he likes his co-workers, and he seems pretty motivated!
The scedule I have is so odd. It's very tiring. I kind of liked it better when I worked friday, saturday, sunday and shared mondays with the other 3rd shifter. This one is like every other day I work, and then every other weekend. It just feels as though I get no rest! It's crazy!
I bought a laptop. Which I've always kind of hated. But I guess it's kind of fun. It'll be better when I can get my own constant connection to the internet, instead of relying on WiFi to pick up someone elses connection :P but it works.
Ah, I dunno. Life is life.
I think this update is finished, I'm going to go finish my movie and my shift. Then go home, maybe have some breakfast and then sleep!
I hope everyone is well.
Best wishes :)
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[29 Jun 2008|10:30am] |
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1. First Name: Dominica
2. Age: 21
3. Location: Binghamton
4. Occupation: Operator at Atlantic Communications
5. Partner?: I'm currently single.
6. Kids: I hate kids
7. Brothers/Sisters: I have a younger brother and sister
8. Pets: I personally have 2 cats and two fish, but in the house there are 4 cats, 3 dogs, two fish and a snake.
9. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life:
* Family: Family is the most important thing in my life, and always will be. Even though my father and I are rarely on speaking terms, and when we are we are usually fighting, I still care for him. My mother is my better half, we get along quite well, and even though we butt heads now and then, we are mostly on good terms. My brother and I are two peas in a pod, sort to speak. We've always got along pretty well. Even though we're both assholes, we have a good time. My sister is a pain in the ass, no doubt about it. But she could make the pope crack a smile, even if she was bustin on jesus himself.
* Work: It has to be a permanant second. I need a job to help support my family.
* Friends: I choose to have very few friends, because that's the way I like it to be. I don't like drama, and do my best to avoid it and stay away from those sort of situations. In my opinion, the more friends you have the greater the chance of drama is. Most of my friends get along, or would if they knew eachother.
Sunny is, for reasons I'm still trying to figure out, my best friend. She never listens, she's stubborn, at most times selfish. But somehow, I can't help love the bitch to death. She's adorable, way too nice, and basically crazy. <but she also has wormed her way into my heart, and she doesn't seem to be going anywhere. Even though she pisses me off, gives me grey hairs and basically gives me stomach ulcers. She loves me, and would probably do just about anything for me, if I payed her enough. Even though I have more loyal and caring friends, she is my bestfriend. And I love her.
Louise is my truest friend. The only person in the world that I can say that about. She's done so much for me, and has always been there no matter what the situation. We've had our differences, which has only made us that much closer. She is basically one of my soulmates for life. And she knows it. Even though she smells...really bad, and has big feet, and no eyebrows. She's a cool cat in my book. Loads of love for her too! Yay!
Diana. Diana can ALWAYS make me laugh. And 9 times out of 10 I feel a whole lot better after I talk to her.
Salad. How do I begin? She is like the awesomest person on the planet. We talk on the phone like once a month, and we could talk, and have, for hours and not realise it. She's a good friend and a good person. She keeps me in line, and calls me on my bullshit.
Ed. Ed is one of the most loyal people I know, and I love the guy to death. He's trustworthy and pretty damn awesome.
Even if he is a bum :P
10. Where and for what did you go to school for? College? BCC for english/creative writing.
11. Parents: My mom and I are close. My dad and I are not.
12. Who are some of your closest friends? The ones listed above.
13. What is on your bed right now?
Pillows, blanket, 2 bears.
14. What's your favorite word or phrase?
Your Mom
15. What were you doing at 8am this morning?
Actually I was dreaming. Then I was woken up.
16. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Working
17. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nope
18. What is the last thing you said aloud?
Thank you for calling dr reany and debra lafonts answering service, can I help you.
19. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Fruit punch. I am a big girl now :D
20. What are you wearing right now?
Jeans and a t-shirt.
21. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Nope
22. When was the last time you ran?
...What?
23. What's the last sporting event you watched?
Uhh, no idea
24. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
Yeah
25. Ever go camping?
Unfortunantley
26. Do you have a tan?
No. I'm allergic to the sun
27. Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
WAH YES
28. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? Once in awhile
29. Have you learned anything today? Nope
30. What are you doing tomorrow? working
31. Look to your left, what do you see? Denise
32. What do you think of when you think of Australia?
I don't
33. Ever ridden on a roller coaster? No. No. No.
34. Last person you talked to on the phone?
On my phone? Sunny
35. Any plans today?
Work
36. What do you wish you had right now?
Money
37. How many kids do you want when you're older?
None
38. How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
22
39. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
No
40. How did you get some of your scars?
Depends
41. When was the last time you were truly scared?
No idea.
42. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with?
...No idea
43. What was the last movie you saw in a theater?
No idea
44. Are you superstitious?
Not at all.
45. What are you looking forward to the most?
Going back to third shift.
46.What makes this life worth living?
Hmm, coffee, family, friends, and food.
And Guitar Hero.
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[18 Apr 2008|12:27am] |
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This was for fun. A gift for a good friend. I claim no ownership of Helena Bonham Carter. And even though I'd love to own Salad, she keeps turning me down. *Sad face*
Hahaha, kidding.
Enjoy :)
( “Dildo Salad” )
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Merry Christmas!
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[05 Sep 2006|08:52am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA!!!
Hey, just wanted to say happy Eighteenth birthday!
Hang in there, things will get better.
They have to, it's the law dontcha know.
Keep your chin up, and be good.
Have a great birthday!
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[09 Jun 2006|12:28pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEG!!!
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Happy Birthday Louise!
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[01 May 2006|11:19am] |
I decided to extend my Hiatus, for another two weeks.
See previous post for any details.
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[22 Apr 2006|08:08pm] |
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Yes, that's right. I'm leaving, for now anyways.
I'll be back when ever I want or am ready to come back. No I do not want you to call, email me or send me a letter. If I want to contact you, then I will certainly do so. I probably won't but whatever. If I do not contact you, that doesn't mean I'm waiting for you to contact me, because I'm not. I want time to myself, to get the things I need to have done, done. You may email me all you want with anything you want or need to ask or tell me. I probably won't reply, and I might not even read it until I return. No, I do not know when that will be, so don't ask.
Good Bye for now.
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Awesome weekend!
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[24 Mar 2006|10:00pm] |
| You Are 12% Happy | 
You know that there's more to life than how you've been living it.
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| Life is a Cabaret, ol' chum. |
[17 Mar 2006|10:45am] |
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Pete had her babies yesterday, they're cute. She had five of them.
Arg, I feel like I'm letting my life skate by. Which can't be good.
Next week will be better, I'll be much more focused and all that good stuff.
Ah, time for a shower I think.
About time :)
Happy Saint Patricks day everyone :)
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If anyone is interested I have two more essays due, but a few done already. If anyone wants to read them I'll post them on here. But if not then I won't bother to copy and paste all of them.
Let me know.
I'm really liking my English 110 class.
Tomorrow Psychology.
Mhm, should post more.
Will soon.
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| Ahh life. |
[20 Feb 2006|11:08am] |
Heres the rundown.
College is going alright, getting used to it all and everything was easy.
It's not so bad. makes me tired, and feel drained.
But hey, you have to do what you have to do, right.
Been sick for the past week. I didn't go to school on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Didn't miss much though only Math and College Success. Ugh Basic Math 090. Blahhhhh the only class that doesn't go on my GPA because it's a 090 course.
Umm, homework to finish gotta get going.
More sometime soon?
Eh bad at this I know *loves*
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[04 Feb 2006|02:28pm] |
Happy Birthday Sara!
Hope you're having an awesome time.
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[28 Jan 2006|04:36pm] |
New computer :D
of my own
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I'm curently working on a paper, but it's not going so well yet hahaha. Let you know how it went. If it does.
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